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Disposed

by Weeper

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1.
Rats 02:51
For every rat you see There are 50 of them A colony, a plague That sweeps across the nation That takes hold, of everything That takes away from us all A wasted life it takes It takes on every day Bow down before we're forced to My life finally had meaning My soul was clear but it was purged again Rats My soul was finally clear
2.
Teeth 03:18
I know it's there I hear it breathing The deafening noise of sick blood screaming On and on i feel a void Feel a longing Need hate to keep me interested But still invested in the thirst for it, i choke I'll bite my tongue and then immerse in it These roots they trap my will I miss the feeling of something deeper I miss the feeling of a mind that i can call home Never succumbing to this sicknesses throne Lay me down inside my dream The dreams that know me too well The hope that i grew up feeding off of The dreams that will, fucking send me straight to hell No one here can save me now I've trapped my self in lucid torture Don't romanticize me when i'm gone We are all worthless for a reason our diseases will re-spawn I am not insane Lay me to fucking rest
3.
Jaundice 02:39
I'm taking the easy way out The bane of life soaks me deep into its loins I need these shadows as my guide to what to live for I bask in my ungrateful skin As I turn on the people I love Just let this sickness begin I hate myself, I'm as glowingly shallow as the words I speak My hand shakes on the trigger as my will to sleep reaches its peak Im a fucking lost soul I try and try to be okay with myself I'm disgusted in my own thirst for help I don't ask questions because I know where they've been I seek these lathered sheets Nights cry violence as cold as I keep Deep dwindling sleep I am a free man Why am I so ungrateful to be here To love in my skin To crave in my bones A life long lived under sky's pale With hope so reposed and frail Freedoms a ship my bones will sail Time has healed the ungrateful eyes I see through Life is nothing but the blissful grace I once knew
4.
Swarm 01:06
5.
Disposed 04:00
Cleansing My ungrateful soul To love in the purist form Devotion To Revulsion Continues to breed inside my head You said that god, promised love will bloom eternally So ask your god, why his hatred lives inside of me So ask your god Hate, had no boundaries for me I was a hollow man Eating away at the core of myself My whole life finished before it started I'll never get the chance to see through someone else's eyes I am so sorry For all that i have done Sorrow is my only son I will be disposed Swayed sun to moon An instant span In a lifetime of frayed edges Time is the shortest strand I am so sorry For all that I have done
6.
Strain 03:09
I try to seep In to stone To etch my strain To feel at home But still air just dampens me My lungs it's cave My lungs it's throne Feed me my patterned thoughts Learn from the silence which I was once taught Never believe in the god that they preach to Never trust the light that guides or creates you Praise to the minds that dictate and erase you Comfort the gun that your head once belonged to I'm waiting here for my sunrise I'm waiting here with hundreds of hopes I am being for others I am being for me I am rusting the cage that my mind has trapped in me What god will save me now I am a man with no mirror How do I see myself fall There's nothing I ever wanted more Then to breathe on my own To stand on my feet no ache in my fucking bones I try to sleep in my skin Knowing where I've been Endless sin I tear and i tear and i tear at my mind There's nothing I ever wanted more Then to breathe on my own To stand on my feet no ache in my fucking bones

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released August 13, 2015

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